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Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 1:00 AM
Whats going on? everything is different and i hate it |
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 1:42 PM
the city calls for girls and drugs burning daylight and burning liquid, into veins and hearts and hollowed out bones pulled taught over milky white skin. see their brownbrown eyes too dead for any real colour. and the boys and the tricks, and pimps and whores, too cold to care about the fuck. and this is the world i stare at from across my seat in the breakfast diner. the sunlight rips through the scene through the window on the plaster white wall; a door unveiling a choice. or hide my time among books and lies tucked away in a corner hill in the residential green of generic homes on rows and a library with a throne that ended this whole mess. it ended with a kiss under the stars where only kings could play. he asked me why i did it, so innocently. i turned to him, eyes of poison and words of lustful acid i could not have sounded anymore dead the first one was an accident. but i liked the rip of the flesh, and the pour of the blood. so i kept going until i was satisfied with my bloody canvas. his silence was my invitation. "dont ask the painter why she paints |
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@ 1:36 PM
i hate some many things right now! 1.feelings 2.love 3.girls 4.being me 5.breathing |
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 10:48 AM
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Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 10:08 PM
result is less then 24hours away. |
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Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 2:45 PM
30 days till Christmas and all I know Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year I have so much to show One more month and all I need Is a sign from you, that you think of me If you don't, then please just say so 'Cause all I do, is think of you It's wearing me out, it's wearing me down This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me But I've got a gift, you see I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice Of all the things you've done in my life Then I'll send it your way So you see why I love you Who would've thought that someone like me Could've fallen in love so easily I know that you know that I know what I want I know I can't have it but give it a thought I know that it sounds crazy, baby But all I do is think of you It's wearing me out, it's wearing me down This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me But I've got a gift, you see I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice Of all the things you've done in my life Then I'll send it your way So you see why I love... Everything you throw my way I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame That I came all this way, with so much to say But all that came out was "happy holiday" A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed Somebody to love a place to lay my head But I got 30 days and I'ma make 'em count Cause I can't call it Christmas without someone to smile about |
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 12:04 AM
its going to be 2010 soon.im turning 18 soon and my life is stilll..speechless
i just hope my life and luck would change in the new year. i hope my o levels will pass,i know i didnt put in alot off affort this time and i really regret it. i pray that i would pass :\ |
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