My Heart Hurts Like An Earthquake

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Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 10:11 PM

it feels good as blood flows from a new cut

@ 12:37 AM

I hope i won't fall sick

@ 12:14 AM

i walk in seclusion trapped in solitude
no matter how sad or depress i maybe
i will always cheer you up.

Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 8:43 AM

i'm feeling so low
i keep thinking that i'm going to fail
fuck! :[

@ 8:28 AM

Thanks for being my friends
i know sometimes i might be a fucker
but every time you guys will eventually forgive
lets get promoted together and continue this amazing friendship
:]

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 12:33 AM

Choked with emotions i hugged her only briefly

Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 9:50 PM

You look at me

And see what?
Do I appear aloof?
Do I seem confident?
Do I appear self-assured?

You see not what l see
You see not through these eyes
When I look within
I find shadows of the past
The anguish of mistakes
I see one who is afraid
One who is haunted
By phantoms of childhood

When I look at me
I see the shades
Of who I want to be
Outlines of who I could be
Shadows....

Who is real,
The one you see or who I see?
Am I destined to live in shadows?

When I look at me
Deep within me
A spark glows
A light in the dark
Which makes shadows flee
Which reveals phantoms' lies!
That spark is who I want to be!
The me that will be.

I'm no shadow
I'm no shade
I'm no phantom
I am me
And I will be
That heart that glows
That hearth that warms

I am ME!

- found somewhere :|

Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 10:18 PM

3 more fucking long weeks and everything will be over.
wish me luck bitch!
i love mac 70cents ice-cream!

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 11:04 PM

looking back,
my life just has just been
a depressing story and
it goes on forever.

@ 11:03 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 11:16 PM

Disappear
From an instant dream
My feelings are fading
Let my voice dream
The selection of words
Fall into a spell
Down and down into the well
Let me
Fade away
Away into
Darkness to stay
And Disappear
Gone in a second
One blink stops my emotions
Let your world fantasize
The deletion of tears
Call into a love
Up and up into the above
Let me
Fade away
Away into..
Chaos to delay
And Disappear
Ballads of heart
Affection gone discretion
Get you into my sight
To capture a swollen part of me
My flow is leaving
No more time for relieving
I Though this love
You vanished without a word
For now
Don't try to find me
I fade Into the darkness and chaos
Walking away with no trace
My heart, my life and soul too

-i found this somewhere but i change alittle

@ 10:02 AM

A withered past and a blurry future,
My hearts on an auction,
It goes out to the highest bid.

I live to fast, and I know I will lose her,
But there is an option, to die is to live in her head.

So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.

Instead,
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth.

A deadly wish but it should've come sooner,
A corpse in a funeral that I would never attend.
There is a light on in the back of this house,
But you're not around, to die is to live in her head.

So I'll hang on, never let go.
I dug this pain into my chest.

Instead,
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.

So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love,
And to, the girl, that filled my heart.
Last night I had the weirdest dream,
That you and I drove up the darkest streets,
Passing through these city lights,
Closure for the kiss that died.

One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first,
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth. [x2]

So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love.
An to, the girl, that filled, my, heart.

@ 9:25 AM

i don't know why am i so stress up
is it because...?
i guess i'm just a weird guy
so judge me all you want i won't
even care,say all you want i'm
just going ignore them.

-This is a war i know i will never win

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 12:23 AM